What is truth?
I had the luxury in life of meeting up with a very special group of people for a short time years ago (under bizarre circumstances and it was all soooo cooool! lool) and that experience was so (r)evolutionary, that it changed me through and through - who I know myself to be now would have been inconceivable to me twenty years ago when I was CERTAIN of the truth of pain and suffering. I am being prompted to post this question and also to share my experience because in me is the desire to see fellow human beings shed the heaviness, the weight, of the mind and its imaginings.
So we, this serious group of people who hail from mostly professional backgrounds (there were a few lawyers, a professor of medicine and PhD, a salon owner, a student of law, a psychiatrist) got together to do consciousness experiments in conjunction with light and energy healing intervention, if you will, once a week at minimum.
Actually, they were so familiar with this stuff that by the time I encountered them - my mentors as I think of them now - that they treated the whole circumstance of my healing like it was no big deal and simply said nothing much about it in advance - other than a polite and respectful explanation of what they do - kind of like an MD before a colonoscopy. lool That was all good - if they had mentioned anything about what I could expect after the session, it would have been far less convincing to me - I would have wondered 'is this the product of an unconscious expectation or is it the real thing?'
The experiment was to do light healing and notice - with serious mindedness and without egoic attachment to any outcome or condition - any change in the person, the subject, being healed. Of course there is no separation or distinction between healer and test subject, so included in this process was for each to note his/her own processes before and after light healing session(s) as well - and for us all to kind of get together and discuss what we observed - ie: cold, heat in the subject's energy field, energetic disturbances, effects to other parts of the energy field as one of us would work on the head or the legs or whatever - and then there would be comparisons made, ie: in the case of cancer, doing X had no apparent consequence to the left hemisphere of the head but in the case of chronic fatigue, working over X body part did, etc.
Anyway... my introduction to this 'work' was as a subject - and the condition at the time was not physical. It was simply heavy emotional suffering. As this was my first interaction with lighthealing and these people, I just had no idea what to expect ... and it was all so eerie... loool - we had a nice dinner together, there was nice conversation - these were folks I would befriend just because like me, they're down to earth and ... as my earthy brain likes to think of things, 'in touch with reality.' No one was expecting any space landings anytime soon, and if they had, I would have walked out - just because that doesn't resonate with me.
I was nervous, scared - but by then, they already knew my issues - they had asked me over dinner and I told them some of the background and the fundamental family dynamics that seem to repeat themselves over and over again. No one ever mentioned the concept that these dynamics could remain the same but that with a shift in consciousness I would not even perceive them.
I could write a book about the lighthealing session. It lasted a good three hours and it totally felt like I was getting a head to toe surgery but I was light as a feather and experienced freedom from the body while still being in it - and saw and felt amazing things. But nothing compared to when they roused me at the end of the session to 'wake up' and they asked me, "How do you feel?" and it was like ??? - why would I feel less than perfect? loool When someone asked an open ended question about a family member, I couldn't even fathom the reason for the question and instantly said, "Oh that's fine! Why do you ask?"- truly I was absolutely mystified that something could be bothering me - much less family or any human being. The entire group burst out laughing because just two hours earlier my truth was that it was so 'bad' that I would never speak to my family again.
(Oh and yes ... I observed this exact phenomenon - same identical results - only from the 'other side of the table' if you will - as a coparticipating 'healer' listening and observing other 'subjects' come out of a healing session)
So ... where was the truth? Was it in the former or latter perspective? Well, the truth was always there. See, the vibration we occupy is what delivers our perspective to us - and that perspective is the framework for truth. So at 200 (I was actually vibing at less than 200 over the dinner table), my perspective was 'things are hopeless,' and the suffering was dense as could be. Coming off the energy session, my vibration was at least 700 - decently in the state of bliss. The bliss came about, the family dynamic was identical, only my truth then was "What pain and suffering?" - OMG I never saw six people laugh harder in my whole life. I still chuckle myself remembering this all - and how mystified I was that anyone thought I ever had pain and suffering!
(Another point of mystification not five minutes after the session and lasting for at least 12 hours was the fact of having a physical body: it was as if I had never had one. I remember sitting on the massage table facing the group of healers, speaking and feeling like my head was colliding with the ceiling - no drugs were involved - I promise you. THAT is what is remarkable about all this. Then in the weeks that followed, my eyes changed color, skin tone underwent a noticeable change - wrinkles seemed to disappear more and more each day - but I didn't really care - I was too busy sleeping to really notice (I did have to sleep at least 12 hours a day for two weeks - food was very unnecessary - I only needed to waken to drink water, go to the bathroom, and returned to sleep.) When the hibernation period ended, I was lit up like a Christmas tree and any appliance that was broken somehow was fixed just by me touching it - and the folks who had met me before my reconnective healing session told me later they barely recognized me - and I was like... ??? really? - and we went through the did you change your hair, did you lose weight thing - and it was really quite hilarious. Over and over again, this would happen - until then I had assumed that the physical changes I observed in the mirror were purely my imagination at work. They weren't. None of this is anything you can imagine when you experience this first hand. It really is mind-blowing stuff).
By the way, the fact that physical healings of miraculous nature do occur at frequencies of 850+ and the fact that at 600+ we are beyond the reach or scope of emotional pain makes it totally worthwhile to seek out consciousness-enhancing experience of this sort because until one does, one can't say they truly know themselves: they know only the version of truth the worldly vibrations will show them. And this is equally true about how we view 'other.'
(No do not do drugs to get this result - they are a substance. What made this vibrational high possible was substance (human beings) transcending separation and apparent form and entering oneness with the subject, one another and universe all at the same time. And that is only ever what brings healings about - the less self involved, the less awareness of any boundary or border of self, the greater the quanta of love and light).
Ultimately, it is ONLY Peace Love and Light that is truth. All else is merely the product of separated mind operating with shame and fear built into the thinking machinery - but we would not know this other than to experience otherwise. In this sense this post is offered as a proxy - because of the rarity of the experience I was privileged to have. May all human beings get to experience this stuff is all I can say!
So ... Peace, Love and Light! hehe ... and forgive the length of the post - but it is offered in the spirit of helpfulness. Some posts may seem 'out there' on occasion but that's where the truth is! Hopefully the human making the posts can catch up to where she never left. hehehe
C
Photo Credit: Josephine Wall.
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